Wednesday, January 03, 2007
soooo not feeling cohesive
So, other than my initial rage at being dumped just as Wentworth Miller showed up, I am pleased with the content of Joan of Arcadia's second and final season. It has had it's usual effect on me, motivating me to stop and listen a little more and stop with the overanalyzing. It reminds me to pay attention to my peripheral vision. Also, it has re-sparked my interest in string theory and all that other stuff.
Lately I really miss God. Feels like I've been on a long vacation, inside my head.
Sometimes I wonder if God is behind my dogs' eyes, trying so hard to communicate some telepathic secret with me, which I always interpret as "out" or "food" or "scratch my ears" when all the time he's trying to explain unified field theory. Then with a frustrated sigh, plops down with his chin on the floor, looking up at me with love and perplexion (is that a word? who cares).
I need to get my dogs some peanut butter so I can spread it on the roofs of their mouths and imagine we're having a conversation.
Great. Now I burned my dinner. I'm a genius in the kitchen, i tell you. genius.