smart is the new saved

I've been doing a lot of reading..... everywhere, about lots of stuff, from archons to cryptozoology. Quite frankly, I don't have a lot of time to dedicate to my self education, so I spend a lot of time scanning articles which I should be processing. I guess I'm just desperate to take as much in as possible. Maybe I think that somehow all this information will align itself in my brain and I'll wake up in the morning suddenly understanding all sorts of existential truth.

If only it were that easy. Alas, I have wondered to myself if I am of sufficient intelligence to delve into the deeper recesses of which I believe christianity has only scratched the surface. It seems sometimes, particularly when I'm farting around on the gnostic sites, that I am reading japanese, or some other equally foreign language. I am not used to not understanding. I am used to getting it.

Thank God that Jesus died to save me from my stupidity. Lord bless my brain.